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Sunday, August 31, 2008
`Ah_vIN-` - Dumby Saturday, August 30, 2008
`Ah_vIN` - Dumby I had to lie to my family where i was going .. I just told them i'll be gone for a long time . Due to army stuff .. The pain of leaving .. the tears i shed .. the stress i had .. the pain in my body.. the suspected "sickness" i have .. it'll all be gone .. soon .  Nice pic? x: Sunday, August 24, 2008
`Ah_vIN-`
"Till death do us part" applies to marriage - and friendship .! So stop saying thank you when it's my job to be there for anyone of you when you're feeling down or sad . Especially when we're best friends. Okay? Love you guys! :3 Fucked up day. First i don't know if I'm going to lose a best friend, now my family kpkb over one lousy computer. WTF IS THIS? EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG? DIE BETTER LOR? `Ah_vIN-`
Thursday Didn't do much, went to camp as usual and slacked the whole day because i was alone ! HAHA . SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY FTW ! LOL . Actually no luh .. was smsing Ler bestie :3 discussing what we were going to do on Friday~ After that, her battery went flat , so we stopped smsing and i continued slacking till 5.30pm x: went home, bath and slack again x: Friday Went to camp as usual again ! It was a fun day yeah ? First, my sir treated me lunch, then he joked with me the whole day~ After that was smsing Feon that dumb dumb , BHB keep saying herself cute LOL . After that smsed Ler bestie where we're meeting to watch fireworks XD! And i tell you, the fireworks WERE NICE . If only i had someone there with me.. haha.. anyways, the pictures will be updated as soon as ler bestie send me the pics LOL . After watching the fireworks with pigeon, boon, jack, liang, nigel and ler bestie, we went looking for fooood . i was famished!! In the end there was nothing to eat.. so we bus-ed back to yishun for dinner x,x! which was around 12am LOL . After dinner , sent ler bestie home with nigel, and nigel walked me home also ;D Reached home, slacked . and finally, i can sleep! LOL . Saturday Nothing much to post about because i was doing duty the whole day . Thanks Feon who accompanied me the whole day via SMS . haha :3 Alright, i'll end here. BYE . `Ah_vIN-` the Dumby as said by Feon =.= Wednesday, August 20, 2008
`Ah_vIN-` Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Feeling better each day.. I'll keep the memories deep in my heart (: Even though i still miss you, as long as you're happy, i will be too :D Randoms Ohhhh yeah. Still feeling tired cuz I've slept less than 12 hours since friday =\ Still trying to sleep though, so no worries x: JEANNETTE, PREPARE TO BE WET TONIGHT. HAHAHAHAHA. LET'S SEE WHO HITS THE WATER FIRST YOU SHORTEH~ anyway, September is coming.. I'm left with less than 2 months ): Who can spend time with me eh~? Build me up again please x: okays, i'll stop here! Byeeeee . AND STOP SPAMMING ME LOL . I'M GONNA BE REVENGEFUL U PEEPS ;D `Ah_vIN-` Monday, August 18, 2008
I really hope that it's true I'm starting to get over you.. But even if we can't be couples, can't we stay as friends? I mean, why go to the extent that you still want to ignore me and all? I didn't do anything to anger you did I? Nevermind.. Just take care of yourself and be happy.. As long as you are, I will be too :D To all my precious friends Heyo! I'm feeling better already.. thanks for the patience and the care you all showered on me yeah? I won't forget them :3 Besties! Sorry for making you 2 worried uh (: Especially Ler, thanks for being there when I really needed someone to talk to :D Forever friends uh! x: And Feon, sorry =\ that's all i can say.. It's my fault that i opened my mouth.. And everything started.. Michelle, I know you tried cheering me up. Thanks alot :D Jeanette, U BLOODY SHORTIE LOL x: yeah thanks to you too.. to think that you can come out in the middle of the night just to cheer me up o: thanks mienxzxz haha :D! Keep in contact okays? Hiro, your words have enlightened me too (: YO YIYING. thanks to you too ahhh :D you've tried cheering me up too. thanks x7861563216941 LOL . Anyone else i missed out? x: To her I'm sorry that I've hurt you. I'm really not the guy for you.. Please, don't cry for me. I'm sure that there's someone else out there, who deserves the love okay? Because, I seriously don't make a good boyfriend (: Don't worry, we can still stay as friends, and when you need someone to talk to, feel free to come to me alright? I promise I'll do my best if it's within my limits. Take care of yourself.. don't do anything for me anymore, or else i don't know how to repay them haha . `Ah_vIN-` Sunday, August 17, 2008
Thanks people.. I really appreciate your care.. I'll be fine after awhile i guess.. And Feon, here's a post for you (: Thanks alot for talking to me. I felt better after the conversation over msn.. I know you're also trying to talk some sense into me. I appreciate it.. I'll think it through okays? (: To a certain someone: I'm sorry.. You're a great girl.. I'm sure you can find someone better than me (: I'm not worth it for you to wait. I don't do a good boyfriend (: Wish you all the best in finding your real Mr. Right. Take care. `Ah_vIN-`
It's been 3 days since our break up.. I really can't stop thinking about you.. I really can't let go of everything, and forget what I've done for you.. I'm suffering.. I can't eat well, sleep well, and i'm crying silently every night.. I'm not removing the her from my wishlist.. because you'll be my last.. and i mean what i say.. it was a promise to you, and a commitment for myself. I'm never going to break that promise.. Even though we broke up.. It doesn't mean that I can't stop loving you.. and just give up.. I won't. even if it means that i'm lying to myself, or hurting myself. I don't care.. Take care.. I won't forget you.. `Ah_vIN-` says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care. Thursday, August 14, 2008
`Ah_vIN-` says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care. Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Dear, even though I don't know what's happening now, but I just want you to be happy.. I don't know what's going to happen between us.. And i'm sorry for everything i did.. But, i just want you to know, that I love you. I've always did, and the feeling will never fade away. The 2 months will be long.. very long.. I'll miss you in between those months.. The only thing I'm wishing for now.. is that everything's going to be fine again.. And that before October, if it's possible.. to spend time with me.. I guess there isn't much for me to say anymore.. Goodbye, I'll love you no matter what happens in the future and I want you to know, I've never regretted loving you.. And i've enjoyed the times i spent with you.. 29o62oo8, the date that has been carved deeply in both my mind, and my heart. Remember this? I meant what i said.. i really did.. Even though you're the youngest among all my ex girlfriends, you're the one i know i treasure the most, because you made a great impact in my life.. you changed me.. You're really different from them.. your thinkings and all.. its's so different.. and you're the 1st girl to let me have this special feeling that i really want to be there for you.. you're the 1st that i wrote a letter to despite an injured hand.. and you're the 1st who made me worry so much, and did so much to save a relationship.. I'm saying all these to you now because.. i want you to know that you've already became a part of my life.. and you're really important to me.. That i care for you.. and i want to be there for you.. ily dear (: `Ah_vIN-` says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care. Monday, August 11, 2008
`Ah_vIN-` -Even though it's just a small gesture, -Even though it's just a small meaning, -Because of you, -Everything's just so extraordinary.. -ღ 29o6o8 Saturday, August 9, 2008
`Ah_vIN-` -Even though it's just a small gesture, -Even though it's just a small meaning, -Because of you, -Everything's just so extraordinary.. -ღ 29o6o8 Wednesday, August 6, 2008
`Ah_vIN-` -Even though it's just a small gesture, -Even though it's just a small meaning, -Because of you, -Everything's just so extraordinary.. -ღ 29o6o8
Wow, i'm actually posting something 5am in the morning x,x Anyway, yesterday was a busy day.. Spent almost the whole day trying to fix so many things till my back hurts.. luckily there was some medicine i could take.. After camp, went to meet dear.. & the 1st thing i thought when i saw her was.. "Wow I missed you".. But when she walked out with that pale face, my thoughts got erased in just one second. Anyways, I hope you're feeling better dear (: It isn't nice to see you looking sick x,x! And cheer up.. I said before no matter what happens I'll walk it through with you right? (: So after sending dear to take bus home, i went down to woodlands to collect this new computer.. Finally i can use computer at home again :D Sighz, going back to camp in another 1 hour or so.. These few days going to camp is nightmare.. counting down.. I don't know when that fateful day's going to come.. i really don't wish to go because I don't want to leave her side.. but what else can I do..? Oh well, i guess I'll stop here for now! & the song suits my mood these few weeks.. =\ *P.S. Stupid Sister-in-law, here's your post larh. Thank you Lynette for talking to me too (: appreciate your help. And stop self - praising, it's bad for health LOL. `Ah_vIN-` -Even though it's just a small gesture, -Even though it's just a small meaning, -Because of you, -Everything's just so extraordinary.. -ღ 29o6o8 Sunday, August 3, 2008
Even though you're the youngest among all my ex girlfriends, you're the one i know i treasure the most. You're really different from them.. your thinkings and all.. its's so different.. and you're the 1st girl to let me have this special feeling that i really want to be there for you.. you're the 1st that i wrote a letter to despite an injured hand.. and you're the 1st who made me worry so much, and did so much to save a relationship.. I'm saying all these to you now because.. i want you to know that you've already became a part of my life.. and you're really important to me.. That i care for you.. and i want to be there for you.. ily dear (: *P.S. HI JESMINE. THR U WNTED A POST ABT YOU. AND I DID LOL. Thanks for listening to my talking x: Appreciate it alot :D There! It's more than 3 lines for you in my post. MWAHAHA. LOL! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! `Ah_vIN-` -ღ 29o6o8 -I'll live and love you with all my heart -I love you tootsie (: Saturday, August 2, 2008
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