Sunday, August 31, 2008
Today's the last day . Mood ? I don't know how to explain . I've been trying to cheer myself up with this quote "Only with faith , you can see the light of hope and happiness." I'll just wish that this sentence is true . Dumbdumb , Ler bestie , your "N" levels are coming .. do me proud okays ? :D And when I'm back , I'll give you 2 a treat :3 When I'm back which i don't know when . Ler bestie , i know you're sad even though you're not showing it . Don't be , i promised i'll be back , and i will (: wait for me okays ? And always remember our trade mark ! hahahaha ! Okays , Take care all . Goodbye .
`Ah_vIN-` - Dumby
Saturday, August 30, 2008
It's been awhile since I lost posted .. So .. Here I am? The new songs in my blog means alot to me .. These few days had been bitter-sweet for me .. haah . So much has happened .. I was sad but happy at the same time .. why ? I don't really know the real answer myself .. Anyway .. Ler bestie . Nigel and dumbdumb(: thanks for spending time with me these few days .. I've been happy . I really have . Time's running short .. I know .. that's why you're trying to cheer me up .. It's ok .. I'm not sad ! haah ! I'm happy . Alright .. pictures shall be updated once she sends it to me .. bye .. and take care all . Tomorrow's my last day ..
`Ah_vIN` - Dumby
I had to lie to my family where i was going .. I just told them i'll be gone for a long time . Due to army stuff .. The pain of leaving .. the tears i shed .. the stress i had .. the pain in my body.. the suspected "sickness" i have .. it'll all be gone .. soon .
Nice pic? x:
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Okay.. Bestie ler forgave me.. (: now it's just left with one person.. I'll stop here. bye
`Ah_vIN-`
This quote, is dedicated to all my friends, especially huimin bestie and Ler bestie.
"Till death do us part" applies to marriage - and friendship .! So stop saying thank you when it's my job to be there for anyone of you when you're feeling down or sad . Especially when we're best friends. Okay? Love you guys! :3
Fucked up day. First i don't know if I'm going to lose a best friend, now my family kpkb over one lousy computer. WTF IS THIS? EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG? DIE BETTER LOR?
`Ah_vIN-`
Yosh . Hi all . I'm back to post.~ Sorry for not updating uhh :D Had been busy meeting friends and working haha :3
Thursday
Didn't do much, went to camp as usual and slacked the whole day because i was alone ! HAHA . SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY FTW ! LOL . Actually no luh .. was smsing Ler bestie :3 discussing what we were going to do on Friday~ After that, her battery went flat , so we stopped smsing and i continued slacking till 5.30pm x: went home, bath and slack again x:
Friday
Went to camp as usual again ! It was a fun day yeah ? First, my sir treated me lunch, then he joked with me the whole day~ After that was smsing Feon that dumb dumb , BHB keep saying herself cute LOL . After that smsed Ler bestie where we're meeting to watch fireworks XD! And i tell you, the fireworks WERE NICE . If only i had someone there with me.. haha.. anyways, the pictures will be updated as soon as ler bestie send me the pics LOL . After watching the fireworks with pigeon, boon, jack, liang, nigel and ler bestie, we went looking for fooood . i was famished!! In the end there was nothing to eat.. so we bus-ed back to yishun for dinner x,x! which was around 12am LOL . After dinner , sent ler bestie home with nigel, and nigel walked me home also ;D Reached home, slacked . and finally, i can sleep! LOL .
Saturday
Nothing much to post about because i was doing duty the whole day . Thanks Feon who accompanied me the whole day via SMS . haha :3
Alright, i'll end here. BYE .
`Ah_vIN-` the Dumby as said by Feon =.=
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Okays. Time to step out of the sadness, and face this beautiful world again :3 I've got people who cares for me, so why should I disappoint them? :D Find a new love? I'll think about it =\ Bestie ler! Thanks for always being there for me when i was down.! I treasure our friendship alot uh :3 Bestie min! Even though we have small fights at times, i know you care for me too :D thanks alot uh ! Jeannette! Thanks for always accompanying me through the night :3 Sorry for bullying you uh :D treasure the friendship that we have too . Lynette aka piglet mei! Miss you luh. Meet up soon yeah? And thanks for your words too :3 Feon! Your words really made me think alot.. thank youuuuuu.! Meet up soon yeah? To those who i missed out, really sorry because there really are alot of names to be mentioned. Thanks to all of you! I'll at least treasure myself first. No worries yeah? Friends of mine all PBT LOLLLLLLLLL ღ. k byeee!
`Ah_vIN-`
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Day 5
Feeling better each day.. I'll keep the memories deep in my heart (: Even though i still miss you, as long as you're happy, i will be too :D
Randoms
Ohhhh yeah. Still feeling tired cuz I've slept less than 12 hours since friday =\ Still trying to sleep though, so no worries x: JEANNETTE, PREPARE TO BE WET TONIGHT. HAHAHAHAHA. LET'S SEE WHO HITS THE WATER FIRST YOU SHORTEH~ anyway, September is coming.. I'm left with less than 2 months ): Who can spend time with me eh~? Build me up again please x: okays, i'll stop here! Byeeeee . AND STOP SPAMMING ME LOL . I'M GONNA BE REVENGEFUL U PEEPS ;D
`Ah_vIN-`
Monday, August 18, 2008
Day 4
I really hope that it's true I'm starting to get over you.. But even if we can't be couples, can't we stay as friends? I mean, why go to the extent that you still want to ignore me and all? I didn't do anything to anger you did I? Nevermind.. Just take care of yourself and be happy.. As long as you are, I will be too :D
To all my precious friends
Heyo! I'm feeling better already.. thanks for the patience and the care you all showered on me yeah? I won't forget them :3 Besties! Sorry for making you 2 worried uh (: Especially Ler, thanks for being there when I really needed someone to talk to :D Forever friends uh! x: And Feon, sorry =\ that's all i can say.. It's my fault that i opened my mouth.. And everything started.. Michelle, I know you tried cheering me up. Thanks alot :D Jeanette, U BLOODY SHORTIE LOL x: yeah thanks to you too.. to think that you can come out in the middle of the night just to cheer me up o: thanks mienxzxz haha :D! Keep in contact okays? Hiro, your words have enlightened me too (: YO YIYING. thanks to you too ahhh :D you've tried cheering me up too. thanks x7861563216941 LOL . Anyone else i missed out? x:
To her
I'm sorry that I've hurt you. I'm really not the guy for you.. Please, don't cry for me. I'm sure that there's someone else out there, who deserves the love okay? Because, I seriously don't make a good boyfriend (: Don't worry, we can still stay as friends, and when you need someone to talk to, feel free to come to me alright? I promise I'll do my best if it's within my limits. Take care of yourself.. don't do anything for me anymore, or else i don't know how to repay them haha .
`Ah_vIN-`
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Just some random post.
Thanks people.. I really appreciate your care.. I'll be fine after awhile i guess.. And Feon, here's a post for you (: Thanks alot for talking to me. I felt better after the conversation over msn.. I know you're also trying to talk some sense into me. I appreciate it.. I'll think it through okays? (:
To a certain someone:
I'm sorry.. You're a great girl.. I'm sure you can find someone better than me (: I'm not worth it for you to wait. I don't do a good boyfriend (: Wish you all the best in finding your real Mr. Right. Take care.
`Ah_vIN-`
Day 3
It's been 3 days since our break up.. I really can't stop thinking about you.. I really can't let go of everything, and forget what I've done for you.. I'm suffering.. I can't eat well, sleep well, and i'm crying silently every night.. I'm not removing the her from my wishlist.. because you'll be my last.. and i mean what i say.. it was a promise to you, and a commitment for myself. I'm never going to break that promise.. Even though we broke up.. It doesn't mean that I can't stop loving you.. and just give up.. I won't. even if it means that i'm lying to myself, or hurting myself. I don't care.. Take care.. I won't forget you..
`Ah_vIN-`
says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Can someone just tell me what's wrong. What's wrong with me? and what's wrong with my life? why is it so screwed? Dear, can you just tell me what is wrong? You even changed your blog link without even letting me know. why? Why are you doing this to me? Haven't I been patient enough? Haven't I done enough? Why are you hurting me like this? Can you just tell me something instead of keeping quiet and ignoring me? I beg you? PLEASE?
`Ah_vIN-`
says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Sometimes, people say it's never too late to notice.. it's never to late to salvage something which is done.. but on my case.. I don't know if it's too late for anything.. Guys, this post is to tell you all, that I'll be gone for 2 months.. from october all the way to december.. I guess i wouldn't be able to spend my birthday with my friends this year.. I'm sorry. I'll miss you guys though (: And i'll miss her. lots. And I hope that before October comes, I can spend more time with you all.. I'm sorry for saying those hurtful things.. I was too agitated.. I love you guys.. thanks for being there for me..
Dear, even though I don't know what's happening now, but I just want you to be happy.. I don't know what's going to happen between us.. And i'm sorry for everything i did.. But, i just want you to know, that I love you. I've always did, and the feeling will never fade away. The 2 months will be long.. very long.. I'll miss you in between those months.. The only thing I'm wishing for now.. is that everything's going to be fine again.. And that before October, if it's possible.. to spend time with me.. I guess there isn't much for me to say anymore.. Goodbye, I'll love you no matter what happens in the future and I want you to know, I've never regretted loving you.. And i've enjoyed the times i spent with you.. 29o62oo8, the date that has been carved deeply in both my mind, and my heart.
Remember this? I meant what i said.. i really did..
Even though you're the youngest among all my ex girlfriends, you're the one i know i treasure the most, because you made a great impact in my life.. you changed me.. You're really different from them.. your thinkings and all.. its's so different.. and you're the 1st girl to let me have this special feeling that i really want to be there for you.. you're the 1st that i wrote a letter to despite an injured hand.. and you're the 1st who made me worry so much, and did so much to save a relationship.. I'm saying all these to you now because.. i want you to know that you've already became a part of my life.. and you're really important to me.. That i care for you.. and i want to be there for you.. ily dear (:
`Ah_vIN-`
says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Today was okay i guess.. nothing much to do during work.. but i overheard the conversation betwn my sir and my other officer about me.. it seems that it came earlier than expected? I rly don't wish to go .. But what's done is done .. Oh yeah . yesterday went biking with zhu, ler, boon and min. Had alot of fun i guess.. but watching huimin and zhu so happy tgt , a thought just shot through my mind about .. lols nvm (: anyways after reaching Jln Kayu, we had our dinner, rest awhile. and biked back.. overall, enjoyed it even though i was abit low on mood. Ah well, hope to have more outings with them i guess. *especially you dear D: you don't know how much i'm missing you ): And LOLLLLLLLLL. Dear cutest n chioest uh :D JES AND LYNETTE. SHOO AWAY WOOT X: K BYE LOL.
`Ah_vIN-`
-Even though it's just a small gesture,
-Even though it's just a small meaning,
-Because of you,
-Everything's just so extraordinary..
-ღ 29o6o8
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Had quite a fun day today.. Went for -x and -KNS- bbq gathering.. haha.. Met up with dear too :3 even though we had a little small fight, i'm sorry uh dear =\ didn't mean to piss you off~ i wasn't really in a good mood myself.. haha..anyway.. after the bbq, me, ler, zhu, nigel and dongua sat under the shed to slack.. talked alot lol! It's been awhile since we had so much fun together huh? :D After slacking, zhu wanted to go over to my house but in the end went to bran's x: So I went home, and then took a cab over to a friend's house ~ getting something from him x: Okays I'll stop here.! Dear, this new blog song is for you lawl x:
`Ah_vIN-`
-Even though it's just a small gesture,
-Even though it's just a small meaning,
-Because of you,
-Everything's just so extraordinary..
-ღ 29o6o8
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Dear, I'm sorry.. I really am.. Please forgive me.. I really didn't mean to do it.. hais..
`Ah_vIN-`
-Even though it's just a small gesture,
-Even though it's just a small meaning,
-Because of you,
-Everything's just so extraordinary..
-ღ 29o6o8
Just some random post.
Wow, i'm actually posting something 5am in the morning x,x Anyway, yesterday was a busy day.. Spent almost the whole day trying to fix so many things till my back hurts.. luckily there was some medicine i could take.. After camp, went to meet dear.. & the 1st thing i thought when i saw her was.. "Wow I missed you".. But when she walked out with that pale face, my thoughts got erased in just one second. Anyways, I hope you're feeling better dear (: It isn't nice to see you looking sick x,x! And cheer up.. I said before no matter what happens I'll walk it through with you right? (: So after sending dear to take bus home, i went down to woodlands to collect this new computer.. Finally i can use computer at home again :D Sighz, going back to camp in another 1 hour or so.. These few days going to camp is nightmare.. counting down.. I don't know when that fateful day's going to come.. i really don't wish to go because I don't want to leave her side.. but what else can I do..? Oh well, i guess I'll stop here for now! & the song suits my mood these few weeks.. =\
*P.S. Stupid Sister-in-law, here's your post larh. Thank you Lynette for talking to me too (: appreciate your help. And stop self - praising, it's bad for health LOL.
`Ah_vIN-`
-Even though it's just a small gesture,
-Even though it's just a small meaning,
-Because of you,
-Everything's just so extraordinary..
-ღ 29o6o8
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Dear.. here's a little something i want to tell you.. and you MUST read this. =\
Even though you're the youngest among all my ex girlfriends, you're the one i know i treasure the most. You're really different from them.. your thinkings and all.. its's so different.. and you're the 1st girl to let me have this special feeling that i really want to be there for you.. you're the 1st that i wrote a letter to despite an injured hand.. and you're the 1st who made me worry so much, and did so much to save a relationship..
I'm saying all these to you now because.. i want you to know that you've already became a part of my life.. and you're really important to me.. That i care for you.. and i want to be there for you.. ily dear (:
*P.S. HI JESMINE. THR U WNTED A POST ABT YOU. AND I DID LOL. Thanks for listening to my talking x: Appreciate it alot :D There! It's more than 3 lines for you in my post. MWAHAHA. LOL!
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`Ah_vIN-`
-ღ 29o6o8
-I'll live and love you with all my heart
-I love you tootsie (:
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Yo.. I'm back to post haha. surprised why i can come online? o: i'm at -KNS-Dongua's house wahaha x: Dear, i saw your post.. Cheer up k? Smile for me. remember the sms i sent you this afternoon? whenever you feel down take out the letter.. haha! It'll be as good as me being there for you. =P Ily :D kk i'll stop here for now.. byeeee !
`Ah_vIN-`
-ღ 29o6o8
-I'll live and love you with all my heart
-I love you tootsie (: