Sunday, August 17, 2008

Day 3

It's been 3 days since our break up.. I really can't stop thinking about you.. I really can't let go of everything, and forget what I've done for you.. I'm suffering.. I can't eat well, sleep well, and i'm crying silently every night.. I'm not removing the her from my wishlist.. because you'll be my last.. and i mean what i say.. it was a promise to you, and a commitment for myself. I'm never going to break that promise.. Even though we broke up.. It doesn't mean that I can't stop loving you.. and just give up.. I won't. even if it means that i'm lying to myself, or hurting myself. I don't care.. Take care.. I won't forget you..

`Ah_vIN-`
says that 29o6o8 is a date that will never be forgotten by him, and the memories with her will always stay in him. He says that he enjoyed the times he spent with her.. and he has never regretted loving her. He made a promise to himself, that she, Wong Huiting Siti Zuraidah, will be the last girl in his life.. no matter what happens. If alvin breaks this promise, he will die a horrible death. And he apologises to everyone he has hurt during this time.. He thanks everyone from the bottom of his heart for being there for him, for being worried for him.. He will never push his friends away anymore. Take care.