Saturday, September 27, 2008

I never was what i used to be .. the one who was always smiling , cheering people up , encouraging people , being lame , being high with my friends , is gone . I used to think , that everything would be alright , but i was wrong . What had been happening in my life , can never be explained easily with normal words .. I've been through alot , yes I have . People say that being through alot gives more experience in life . Well , you're so wrong ? It demoralizes people , making people feel like it's the end of the world . I'm getting tired .. I really am . I'm still trying to hangon .. i hope that i won't let go ..

even though it's just online .. you've been a great girlfriend (: thank you for being there when i needed someone to accompany me .. thank you for encouraging me .. thank you for the love you've given me .. tammy will always be loved (:

`Ah_vIN-`