Sunday, December 14, 2008

Hoho, interesting day yesterday . My buddies didn't forget me after all :D brought me out for lunch and watch movie . You 2 are the longest friends i've ever had? 5 years? 6 years? no idea x; Thank you for not giving up on me , thank you for changing me all these years , thank you for advising me throughout our friendship , thank you for the belated birthday celebration .

By the way , I'm learning how to play guitar now x; I'm gonna learn it well so that I can perform with my buddies one day ;D One of them is my teacher wo0t x; Alright , gonna go sleep now before i can't wake up for tomorrow's duty -_- nice b'dae present from my officer -.- Telling me that i need to take over duty on my boring birthday night . BYE!

Goner ;

`Ah_vIN-` Saturday, December 13, 2008

My birthday's seriously screwed . I was alone the whole day . Tell you something pathetic , less than 10 people remembered it and sent me birthday wishes . Other than my sister who bought me a birthday cake after work , i guess i'm seriously forgotten by the rest . Alright , i admit it , I cried during my birthday . Bye .

Sucker ;

`Ah_vIN-` Thursday, December 11, 2008

1 more day to my birthday .. Expectedly I'm spending it alone . Well , what can I say ? Prolly what people said was right , my attitude is so fucked up everyone left me . It's too late to change . Its too late for anything . I'll just let nature take it's course , and see what it does to me in the future . Goodbye.

Life is like a rollercoaster ride , there are ups and downs . But for me , i guess downs are much more than ups.

`Ah_vIN-` Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I need to report to camp later and i'm posting now lols . I can't sleep . And i've got no idea why . Maybe I'm just having too much in my mind these days . Thinking alot , about my life , friends , family . Why is this , why is that . So many questions , so little time to figure out the answers . Well , what can i say ? Life still have to go on yeah ? Just started cabal private server with a bunch of old buddies , they're the ones who've never gave up on me all these years . Maybe this is what people call true friends .. Oh , and my birthday's coming in like 3 days ? I wonder if I can celebrate it .. haha .. I'm getting tired so I shall stop here for now .. Goodnight .

Questions ; Answers ?

`Ah_vIN-` Thursday, December 4, 2008

Have you ever wondered, why the world is turning upside down?
Have you ever wondered, where have us humans gone wrong?
Have you ever wondered, what should we do to improve our lives now?
Have you ever wondered, if you would die alone one day with loads of regrets?
Have you ever wondered, if you'll ever change for the better?
Have you ever wondered, where's the one who will complete the next half of your life?

Just a random post.

Loneliness ;

`Ah_vIN-` Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I need a new blogskin x.x Anyway, today was a great day. It was really happening LOL . I wrote a short story in an online forum. And guess what, PEOPLE LIKE IT HAHA . They're asking me to continue the story because i wrote it halfway through x: Some said it's touching hehe. I'm can be a good story writer? O: Anyway, 10 more days to my birthday.. I wonder if i can celebrate it lol. And with who.. :l

Time passes in a blink of an eye . this sentence does make sense to me now. So much unlucky things have been happening this year.. and they flew by. Friends fly with the time as well. Maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to find out what's wrong with me. Because i seriously don't like my life now . I hope a miracle happens. Bye.

Anxiety,

`Ah_vIN-`